I don't think 18 is young to decide what you want to do in life, I decided when I was 14...
Anyway, the way I see it is that the lightworker both recieves and gives, keeping everything in flow. The darkworker only recieves. But here's the catch, the lighworker doesn't expect payment for their work. If people offer it he/she will gladly take it but it's not required. You can't only give and refuse to recieve or you'll lose your ability to give, like becoming homeless to help the homeless. That's my current understanding of light and dark workers.
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