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Originally Posted by LifeFirst 
The root of the problem is that you are depressed, you focus on how much you do not like doing homework/your classes, the fact that you can't go out like your friends or whatever.
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Yes, I just realised that recently.. It's really kind of sad. I always dragged myself to do homework and whenever I am doing it, I keep thinking how my instructor would not like my work already. It takes a lot of mental energy just to sit down and get my brain to work on projects. By the end of project, I would feel extremely exhausted, mentally.
I really want to recondition myself to have a more positive attitude about schoolwork. First, I want to condition myself to think that school work should be rewarding and not torturous. I think it's easy to say it now. But when I'm bogged down by school work and feeling tired. I tend to go back to my old habit of thinking that school is torturous and I need to put in more hours into this, etc. Any tips/ideas on how I should go about reconditioning my mind?
Next semester, I have made a commitment to free up my Saturday strictly for going out with my friends. And also I want to forge a better relationship with my classmates and instructor, so I can hopreully have a more rewarding time in school
I called my good friend yesterday and got her onboard. I promised her that this semester will be the last semester that I will ever fail any class and I wanted to fix my GPA. So she will be my accountability buddy.
Thanks for the help from all you guys.. I really appreciate it.