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Hi, clazzimoo.
Do you know that you are an educator's dream? A student who has fallen down but is still continuing to grow and try?
That's fantastic. You must be proud that you are a somebody with amazing stamina, who looks forward.

So where exactly would you like to do better with your schooling? Are your notes good? Are you anticipating test questions? Do you know how to apply what you've learned to new situations? Do you need to express your thoughts more clearly? Etc.
It might be helpful to understand exactly where to put your efforts on improving.