Last night I focused on my intention for a committed relationship.
I realized that it could just happen! And some blocks come up.
All the last relationships I was in, if you want to call them that, were full of mutual passion and emotion, but deep in my heart I knew it couldnt work. These men were clearly not available for the kind of relationship I wanted.
So I worked through it, and I realized that I have to let go of these fantasy men. And all the future fantasy men, which are so tempting....
Last night I went beyond the fantasy and saw how these men dont deserve any more of my time or my thoughts. And I let them go.
This is a process Ive been working on for a while but I feel like I had a break though last night.
Also, to a guy who asked me out last night, and has asked me out several times, I simply replied :I had a nice to with you but Im not interested.
Simple and clear. Why beat around the bush?
So Im making more room...
Heres a summary of 2 days
Taking small symbolic actions (like I bought 2 night stands,2 idntical towels, and crystal glasses yesterday)
Journaling and meditating.
Facing blocks and dealing with them
Letting go of the people who dont inspire me, dont raise my vibe or simply dont share my vision.
I have a girl friend who is looking for a mate, but she thinks men are a lesser race. She said "men are brutal and dishonest" as a gender, look at all the prisons she said, a lot more men there. Ive decided to let her go too. We were close lately and I realized being around her doesnt raise my vibe
Last edited by danas; 09-01-2011 at 01:48 AM.