I've been suicidal many times before, and still do get suicidal from time to time. Knowing my luck though, I'd either reincarnate with even worse karma than I have incarnated in this life, or I'd end right back in this incarnation from the beginning. No matter how crap and hopeless I feel, I'm wise in not rebelling against God, because that would mean rebelling against my own self essentially. Wake up man, I'm trying to smack some sense into you. You can't win this thing and you'll only make matters worse for yourself. It sucks that there is no escape from existence, but what are we gonna do about it?