i love the idea of a list ... but i think my challenge for now is somehow convincing myself that there is someone out there for me.
i think i have kind of a low opinion of men (in a romantic sense) in general, largely because of my experiences and those of my friends -- i dont really know any hetero couples who seem happy with each other, and i've never seen the kind of relationship i envision for myself in real life.
how would i go about working on this stuff? i mean, i can tell myself "there are men who make good partners out there" till i'm blue in the face, but part of me doesnt believe it -- i havent seen it. how can i move towards believing it?
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