I didn't notice but I'm not cut out for booty calls/friends with benefits relationships. I just had to put the little white surrender flag up this morning.
Well because I was'nt clear about what I wanted, so I just got want I ordered. I will swipe out all this maddess that happened and start again. Something meaningful, mutual attraction, love, trust, openness, adventure, warmth and able to commuicate with eachother about anything and everything.
I will make my list, intended it, let go and trust that it will be given.