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artman, I didn't have a boyfriend until I was 25 years old...don't feel too bad!

Just keep putting yourself out there (I know it's hard, I felt much like you describe). The more you put yourself into social situations, the more you talk to girls, the more you make an effort to spend time with friends and connect, the easier it will become. Take small steps at first, maybe just getting together in a low key setting with one or two good friends. Then work your way up.

I know what lonliness feels like. You have the power to bring yourself out of it. I know you can do it and I am sending you lots of love. You have all the strength you need inside of you. Make the call even when you are nervous, everyone's been through it at some point, so they will understand!