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Old 08-01-2007, 11:38 PM   #2 (permalink)
Max Power
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Originally Posted by dktang View Post
I'm not certain if this is the right place to post this, so someone move the thread if need be. Regardless, one of the problem that I have encountered is which direction to polarize. I would like to go towards love, but really, my life is consumed and revolved around fear. I feel inadequate in a lot of areas in my life and my pursuit of personal development, mental and physical, is to conquer fears that I feel have a crippling effect on my life. The lightworker path appeals to me and is a person that I would like to become, but I feel that the person that I "am" is a darkworker. I was raised by television, so it's no surprise that I have been conditioned to live on fear and inadequacies.

My question is if I went the lightworker path, would it not be as effective since my roots are set on the darkworker path? I believe the life I have been living has been a tug of war, leaving me numb, anxious and unproductive.
I read all about dark/light workers and all I could get from it was that it was just a way to confuse how you feel about your creative power. Creative power is.......creative power. Observation is creation.

Of course I'm a bit of a dummy so I could be missing something, but it doesn't bother me if I am, I'm ignorant in my bliss.

Sorry I can't help you

Max
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