Looking at the threads on depression and inferiority complex reminded me on my own problem- Fear. Its a general fear on unknown, authority, speaking up etc. Much effort and time has been spent to try to overcome it.
I have seen psychiatrist but medicine produced more side effects then relief. I see psychologist but counseling provided only temporary comfort. I read books but did not really find effective solution. When I learned that fear may have its origin in past lives, I tried past life regression through hypnosis but I could not really see much into the past. I also tried to understand life better by volunteering in a hospice for several months, hopefully to help my condition.
Looking at spiritual aspect, fear has a meaning to me. It has brought me along the spiritual path. I have also learned empahty, to be sensitive to others, to be caring person. and true forgiveness. People said that once you learned your lesson, you "graduate" and your problem will be gone. But not exactly for me.
Recently I got to know this affirmation prayers which I practise diligently everyday.
Healing Original Cause Part 1
For once in my life, I feel things move in the right direction and I am actually getting better! Also, my pace in the spiritual path has quicken too.
I come to accept that everything has a timing of its own. When the right time comes, you will receive right teaching to solve your problem