Hey Sandra, it's great that you've come to these realisations!
However, I do have one question
. The biggest problem in your relationship with your hubby is that you have more sex drive than him, and thus that you're not getting enough I guess
. So how would you feel if instead of turning to you when he felt the urge, he had sex with other women?
I mean, I get the open relationship thing, that's cool. But I imagine that if it was my relationship, and I wasn't getting enough sex from my husband (whether or not I wanted sex with other men) I'd be upset if he was off having sex with other women and not me... and basically, leaving me frustrated while pleasuring others!
Obviously, if we were having regular sex, and he was having sex with others it would be a different story.