I don't know that much about cocaine, but I can understand lonliness. Eventually I got to a point where I got so lonely and depressed that I was fed up with it. All it takes is time. And remember you're never really alone. If nothing else, the people on this fourm are here for you! Concentrate on something positive (to fill your mind with that), like the visualizations others have suggested. It's not our life circumstances that make us happy or sad, it's what we bring to them. Hang in there!
