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Originally Posted by toasterwater  that seems pretty accurate. I would compare my current condition to an addiction to cocaine (i have a good friend who was addicted to coke, so i know a little bit about it).
I used this drug for quite a while, and it was good to me... well, we had our ups and downs. Now I cannot have this drug, but i want it terribly. I know that it is bad for me, but i cannot explain why, i just want it. Every once in a while, i get a small fix, and it makes me happy. I start to think that i will have more, but it eludes me further. I go days, weeks, even a full month without getting my fix, and it hurts. No matter how much I (and my good friends... oh, and anyone else who knows whats going on and has half a brain) know that this drug is bad for me... not just bad, but terrible for me... I still crave it... I cannot stop craving it, so i always try to get some, but the more i try, it seems, the more it eludes me.
The high i get from this drug is the feeling of being loved... Oh how i miss that feeling. . . |
Thats why I suggest you try the visualization excersize, make it a fun thing to do everytime you crave the feeling.
Drug addicts have a tough time finding something that replaces the experience, you can just visualize the perfect female and get the same feeling...
Just remember its 'just' a feeling, your not actually being loved...