Haven't read the entire thread but figure I'd throw in my suggestion anyway;
The things you know are true (stop me if I'm incorrect
);
- You created your situation, either through action in the past or the thoughts you used to have (ie either 'realist' view or 'LOA' view doesn't really matter)
- Your not very happy right now
- You would like to be happy
If all those things are true and you know that whatever you belief is completely arbitrary and based on your past experiences/random occurences/own molding. What you belief seems like its real to you, but in reality its basically a fiction that your brain created to survive. Might as well use this to help you out in this little 'situation'.
You can change your own beliefs so start doing that based on how it will affect your emotions/happiness level. If you right now belief you need;
- Lotsa money
- A specific person in your life
- Big car/big house/lots off respect/power/etc/etc/etc
to be happy
You can change it into;
- I need to be alive
to be happy
Voila turned it around, the funny thing is that getting everything you WANT is much easier now as well because your not bothered by these annoying things called doubt/fear/anxiety/etc.
Its a funny catch22, to get what you want you first need to stop needing what you want (think about that one for a while, I'll do the same
). Kinda tough lol...
Anyway start believing what helps you most instead of believing what you think is the truth, after all there ain't no real truth anyway just constructs of the mind...