[ultimate]

my head hurts right now

right im late 20's
a self employed personal trainer (pay rent at a gym), work part time too in a job,

finances - £6k debt,
income - variable £0 - £300 per month (potential is £1k - £4k per month)

want to be a great martial artist
not training at the moment

what do I do?
was gonna quit the gym and just do martial arts.
i realised tho that i enjoy the environment and socialising there also gaining more experience

I mean I did things mega wrong - I should have been doing martial arts upto now and competed and stuff and then it would have been so much easier

im stuck - if i just had alot of money in the bank all my problems would be solved. lottery win please!

also I want to be having fun, meeting ppl and making more and more friends.

any tips?

do I just want too much or is it that im just not deciding on what to do?

I want to do it all now while Im young

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I wrote a timetable to achieve for following this -
not sure if its realistic but hey if i can get the clients to make it work great
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