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Love is a bit like a chemical addiction to a person, your right now experiencing withdrawal symptoms. This sucks incredibly and nobody can really help you with this. Just know that in time the symptoms will disappear and you'll start to feel good about yourself again.
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that seems pretty accurate. I would compare my current condition to an addiction to cocaine (i have a good friend who was addicted to coke, so i know a little bit about it).
I used this drug for quite a while, and it was good to me... well, we had our ups and downs. Now I cannot have this drug, but i want it terribly. I know that it is bad for me, but i cannot explain why, i just want it. Every once in a while, i get a small fix, and it makes me happy. I start to think that i will have more, but it eludes me further. I go days, weeks, even a full month without getting my fix, and it hurts. No matter how much I (and my good friends... oh, and anyone else who knows whats going on and has half a brain) know that this drug is bad for me... not just bad, but terrible for me... I still crave it... I cannot stop craving it, so i always try to get some, but the more i try, it seems, the more it eludes me.
The high i get from this drug is the feeling of being loved... Oh how i miss that feeling. . .