this is a decision that i am now very close to making. in fact,there is a thread somewhere around here started by me. i do not know what your problems are,but you do have a mother. this is the most difficult decision that anyone will ever have to make. for me,i am very mentally sick and all alone without anybody. i have always been a coward,but now,i have come to the realization that my best choice will be to cease to exist instead of suffering each day. you really have to think about it. you should say what problems you have..these people here will give you good advise. just hope that you will never end up like me. there is no advice in this world that will change me. good luck.