toasterwater, you're in a tough spot. It can't be easy being in the military, stationed anywhere, and it's completely understandable how you're feeling. My thoughts are with you and I'm sending you lots of love and water for your inner plant!
You recognize that that woman was not the right woman for you (it sounds like she's not the right woman for any man until/unless she gets her integrity together). And the right woman is alive right now and going through all the experiences she needs to be ready for the perfect relationship with you, just like you are going through all the experiences in your own life that are sculpting you into the perfect man for her.
So please take care of yourself, maintain your integrity, and do all the things you know you must do to fulfill your own personal mission. And keep your eyes and heart open! Meanwhile, keep posting here and we will do our best to help you feel connected and loved.
Lots of love to you on the other side of the world,
angela
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