Caterpillar, is there a small amount of money you would really like to have right now like maybe $100? Start small and then when you have success, it will give you so much confidence. The technique is simple so there's no need to make it more complicated. Just sit down somewhere, close your eyes and count $20 bills. Feel it while you're doing it, look at the money, count...$20...$40...$60...$80...$100... then pick up your invisible money, feel it in your hands and count it again. Then put the money somewhere safe and go on with your day. Then count it again later on. Simple. It's not about emotions or beliefs about money, only conscious awareness is the secret to manifestation.