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Originally Posted by Billy  I only wish I had your ability to do it at will, whatever we're actually doing its still very cool.  |
It really is cool.
I'm also surprised no one else understands this or has experienced it and that it is an unusual thing.
I can do it at will, but I still jump planes unwillingly too. I did last night unwillingly while glancing in a mirror. It's as if my subconscious sees a mirror and thinks, "Playtime!" I figure if I can understand what is happening and the purpose, I can direct it better.
I actually have had trouble interacting with people I'm close with because I can read their intent when it's directly opposite to the words they are telling me. So, I'm standing there struggling with how to respond and keep up the pretense so as not to push them away. That always happens without my effort or will. I would prefer to respect their right to paint a particular picture for me. But, I can see very clearly it's not as they have stated. This only happens when it's contradictory to their words. When there's congruency between their intent and their words, I don't jump planes at all. I'm fully engaged in one state.