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XeutonMojukai · 07-23-2007, 02:57 AM

I find this incredibly fascinating, as I do similar things in total freeform.

I've never gotten any use whatsoever out of tutorial meditations: I'm absolutely self-taught.

But I've also had some incredible fights, and encountered beings not worth mentioning.

I should also mention: when I was in about 3rd grade, my parents had an EEG of my brain done.

I was almost constantly using theta waves: the waves used in REM sleep.

In other words, my brain is constantly in a lucid state of reality. I actually can see things objectively as long as I am completely selfless.

I have often had dreams of being an adopted child of the Sun, so I think there is something special about me, especially considering that I not only can't stand sunlight, but also never get burned despite not wearing sunscreen.

I just want to emphasize for everyone: this is all doable, and real.

I have spoken to higher and lower spirits, exorcised my own mind of many of its inner demons, and otherwise become very powerful without really trying.

Luckily, I cannot use my power for selfish purposes, nor does any single thread of my being enjoy such things.

I have a feeling that I may be an Ultimate Lightworker, but that is just a theory, and is more likely ego than anything.

However, I am not a very pro-active person these days, and given the state of the world, there has to be an Ultimate Darkworker existing.

Honestly, I think there is something about me that is... special...

Regardless, just recognize that these powers are possible for everyone, but most require a ton of discipline to do them.

~ David

07-23-2007, 02:57 AM	#43 (permalink)
XeutonMojukai Senior Member Join Date: Jun 2007 Location: San Jose, CA Posts: 219	I find this incredibly fascinating, as I do similar things in total freeform. I've never gotten any use whatsoever out of tutorial meditations: I'm absolutely self-taught. But I've also had some incredible fights, and encountered beings not worth mentioning. I should also mention: when I was in about 3rd grade, my parents had an EEG of my brain done. I was almost constantly using theta waves: the waves used in REM sleep. In other words, my brain is constantly in a lucid state of reality. I actually can see things objectively as long as I am completely selfless. I have often had dreams of being an adopted child of the Sun, so I think there is something special about me, especially considering that I not only can't stand sunlight, but also never get burned despite not wearing sunscreen. I just want to emphasize for everyone: this is all doable, and real. I have spoken to higher and lower spirits, exorcised my own mind of many of its inner demons, and otherwise become very powerful without really trying. Luckily, I cannot use my power for selfish purposes, nor does any single thread of my being enjoy such things. I have a feeling that I may be an Ultimate Lightworker, but that is just a theory, and is more likely ego than anything. However, I am not a very pro-active person these days, and given the state of the world, there has to be an Ultimate Darkworker existing. Honestly, I think there is something about me that is... special... Regardless, just recognize that these powers are possible for everyone, but most require a ton of discipline to do them. ~ David