Thank you, liana.
Yes, many times i wanna breakdown & cry in front of him, slap him. But i choose to be cool & don't wanna be a drama queen.
When i read his emails lately, i will always said he is trying too hard. I see thru him, yet still holding on to this relationship. Silly, right? I tried other ways to let him open up, to see his own faults. I guess confront him, doesnt mean a thing.
He said that i skirt around the issues about him being with other women. he then use the same way to bite me back. Saying i am always secretive and i am also sharing my heart with others.
That makes me wonder
Yeah, he is a pretender. But truly he is a nice person, i just don't know why he is doing this to people.
He said we are both on 2nd stages, to be in the 3rd stages are hard to achive.
I have decide to let go this relationship after a trip with him. I still love him, but i cant be in his presence. I can't be a pretender. Sometime, it disgusted me with his selfish actions.
Yes, i would love to contact u offline. Thru your website?
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