[xuan]

To Liana,

I am reading David's Blue Truth. I read your blog on david's exceprts.

Yes, by interactin with other women is his way to helping them to open to God. Unknowing that his act is a selfish one, and some of those woman stop talking to him. Some are in dileman, whether they should break off with their boyfriend for him.
Y is he causing such pain to people? For me, i see the pictures very clearly. He is not the man i can trust. I got hurt by him, but now i am recovering.

David's work said give everything now...You are either withholding your love in fear or giving your deepest gifts. I choose to open, how?
Each time, when i ignore his emails & calls. He said that i am my mascualine side. That makes me wanna tel him that hey no, i love you but can't see that its you who makes me walk away to my slience mode.
When he knows that i m slipping away, he tried all his might to get me back to his presence. Frankly, i don't know what purpose i am serving in his life, am i an inspiration to him.
To me, in a relationship, we are there to help each other to become a better person, showing them their faults. I did show him, but i think a leopard will never changes it spots.
Yes, i think i am always finding a reason to stay in his presence. I really hope that my love will help him, but i doubt it.

Liana, can you explain David's work for me? Sometimes, i am confused. unknowing how to apply it correctly. This is why i wanna be in david deida's workshop weekend. I hope thru that i could understand his work better...

Thank you all....for the posting & replys