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Originally Posted by annah   I'm done. Have had enough negative experiences which LoA has snowballed into more as I'm so inner/outer unhappy. Last stop? The ocean. Any encouraging words on how to attract motivation for goodbyes here, then find new home/friends/life pronto. Am so batterered/bruised emotionally w/all kinds of different losses here in this state that I need out and am lost in isolation only to focus on all heartbreaking stuff that i've attracted and am sad/angry. Need to pack up and move not knowing where to go to in CA. Can anyone send positive energy/words my way pls? |
It's not good enough and you're not done, it only looks like that. You're letting your perception trick you into thinking it's crap, but it's not true. Everything you need right now is inside of you including us
The game will keep running wether you sit there and watch it happen or wether you jump back in. Yes the score is crappy right now, but you've still got all the necessary skill to play and win.
You're evolving into something better, the crap in your life is like the struggle and strenght you need to build a cocoon for you to emerge out of into the most beautiful creature. That creature will always be a part of the old one, but it will be mighty and magnificent.
As painful as it sounds, all this crud that's happening is actually a good thing, you must not think it, you must know it, from this mess your world is only going to get better, don't think it, know it.
I want you to go and do something really selfish that you now will be really fun and enjoyable, forget the crud, forget the pain, screw that! Go and do something for you and you only and make it really good, it doesn't have to be anything big, but it has to be fun.
Then when you come back, you'll see it's not that bad, you're still in the game
Enjoy!
Max