I'm done. Have had enough negative experiences which LoA has snowballed into more as I'm so inner/outer unhappy. Last stop? The ocean. Any encouraging words on how to attract motivation for goodbyes here, then find new home/friends/life pronto. Am so batterered/bruised emotionally w/all kinds of different losses here in this state that I need out and am lost in isolation only to focus on all heartbreaking stuff that i've attracted and am sad/angry. Need to pack up and move not knowing where to go to in CA. Can anyone send positive energy/words my way pls?