Infinity - Or maybe you worked as a whaler and someone you loved broke up with you (or died while you were gone) because you were gone so much. Maybe you got angry and blamed the whales. More sailors died as a result of whaling back then. Keep breathing and let us know!
Weena - Thanks for the initial kudos on the post. Why did it turn into Nevermind?
Especially right now, the more practical and real techniques we can use the better.