I think you're trying too hard. desperately wanting something says 'look I havent got it yet'
sound s like youve done brill already. it takes a while to fine tune IM.
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How To Become a Vibrational Match for Your Desire
relax and enjoy thinking about your dreams. wanting things to exceed your expectations just doesnt sound very effective - cant explain why. maybe better to manifest more specifically what your results should be? take responsibility here instead of hoping the universe provides more thah you intend. It will always reflect what you tell it to, no more.