Originally Posted by ChrisL
Infinity - When we do it for a longer periods of time, we can have the feeling of our face, feet, and hands going numb/tingly from all the energy. When we have conflict, it shows up in our etheric body as a darker spot or even a hole in our etheric body. One thing that happens when we feel scared/stuck is that we change our breathing - either making it shallow or even holding it in. With the holotropic breathwork, we reconnect to our breath and send the energy to our etheric body to "clear out" the conflict. And since our memories are stored in our etheric bodies - which are also "uploaded" into the Akashic Records - we also can reconnect with memories that are stored there when we are doing this type of breathwork.
Part of the fear seems to stem from "sea monster" stories in that lifetime, and then having an experience of being around a whale in the water. Do some more breathwork and let us know what you discover.
Yes, sometimes what we discover can seem quite different than what we expected!
I remember someone talking about a 'sea dragon' that hunted for ships near the town waters. It was said to hunt close to the town. Oddly enough, a whale looks just like one of them, the way they move through the water. One of the main reasons they freak me out is the way they move through the water. If I can see them from an aerial view they don't scare me as much.
I remember very clearly (The one thing I'm almost sure of) this whale spraying water while I was on a ship and surprising me. This is where my hatred for whales began, but I don't think that it ended with that experience.
So far, that's all I can remember. I'll keep trying to see what comes up.
EDIT: Maybe I had a past life as a plankton?