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LifeFirst · 07-19-2007, 05:49 PM

I hate bumping up this thread. And I hate coming here for help all the time, because I always end up making the same mistakes and I try to apply the advice given by you guys and I'm still failing everything.

Today I just did bad on another test. I swear to God that during my years in college I have failed about 90% of all my exams. I don't wanna drop out because I work damn hard and I'm already in my 4th year. What a joke. I wish I can have someone to talk to but I have no one. I don't really know anyone in my college even though I go to like the biggest University in the U.S. I went to the professor yesterday to discuss problems but it seems like I don't know what he's talking about. Or I seemed to understand but when I go study by myself I forget everything. I wish I can have someone to study with...but before in another class I did study with another student but still ended up failing the exams. I have no confidence whatsoever...none. How can you after you failed so many exams?? I mean, yesterday I was telling myself that I'm going to get an A...I even wrote it down. I was telling myself throughout the entire week. I did well on the homework, understood it. And there was an exam problem that was just like the homework, and I completely forgot how to do it. This is a joke seriously. I'm so discouraged I don't wanna do anything anymore. I don't want to eat, I don't want to drink, I don't want to sleep, I'm not going to do anything. What's the point...

I'm even scared to meet people because I'm just embarrassed. I hate it when they ask me what my GPA is. I tell them it's none of their ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ business and leave me alone. And it's not like I have a job or anything, I put in a lot of studying trying to understand the material. I don't know what to do.....I have no ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ clue. I hate this feeling. I feel numb. I have never been happy ever since I came to college...naw...I think I just never been happy .....ever.

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07-19-2007, 05:49 PM	#7 (permalink)
LifeFirst Senior Member Join Date: Nov 2006 Posts: 391	I hate bumping up this thread. And I hate coming here for help all the time, because I always end up making the same mistakes and I try to apply the advice given by you guys and I'm still failing everything. Today I just did bad on another test. I swear to God that during my years in college I have failed about 90% of all my exams. I don't wanna drop out because I work damn hard and I'm already in my 4th year. What a joke. I wish I can have someone to talk to but I have no one. I don't really know anyone in my college even though I go to like the biggest University in the U.S. I went to the professor yesterday to discuss problems but it seems like I don't know what he's talking about. Or I seemed to understand but when I go study by myself I forget everything. I wish I can have someone to study with...but before in another class I did study with another student but still ended up failing the exams. I have no confidence whatsoever...none. How can you after you failed so many exams?? I mean, yesterday I was telling myself that I'm going to get an A...I even wrote it down. I was telling myself throughout the entire week. I did well on the homework, understood it. And there was an exam problem that was just like the homework, and I completely forgot how to do it. This is a joke seriously. I'm so discouraged I don't wanna do anything anymore. I don't want to eat, I don't want to drink, I don't want to sleep, I'm not going to do anything. What's the point... I'm even scared to meet people because I'm just embarrassed. I hate it when they ask me what my GPA is. I tell them it's none of their ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ business and leave me alone. And it's not like I have a job or anything, I put in a lot of studying trying to understand the material. I don't know what to do.....I have no ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥ clue. I hate this feeling. I feel numb. I have never been happy ever since I came to college...naw...I think I just never been happy .....ever. :