I dont want to pursue this path, but there is some evolutionary principle that makes me go there is like a little child inside of me and if I ignore it and try to go to the mundane world like everyone else, see it as a physical place like everyone else it start to beat the crap out of me.
The child is always wondering "Hey, whats beyond this?" and I say unto this part of me "Isnt that good enough or high enough for you?" and the child say "No, it isnt, I want to evolve to the last stage possible".
I experienced some state, which supposedly was done in a higher body and this state was beyond anything achievable on the physical plane, so you can be sure as the goal is very well worth it.