 It's worth it.
This is a great question. I've also been reflecting on changes since my awakening. My reflection was initially brought on by my disappointment at not having achieved all of my goals as of late. As I was thinking about what I had achieved, though, I was motivated at the progress I'd made.
Over the last two years I have become a better person. I don't loose my temper anymore. I do a much better job of viewing issues through alternate perspectives. I'm happier and I laugh more. I'm healthier. I'm much more confident. I love better. My stress has gone down. I've repaired relationships with family. I could list a dozen other small things that really add up, but it all boils down to me being a more calm, accepting and loving human being.
Don't get me wrong- I've got a ton of things that I know I need work on. The amazing thing is that I now feel like I'm equipped to handle these other issues. I know what I need to do. My problem is taking the initiative to do it.
Obviously the past two years have shown me that I'm able to accomplish the things I set my mind to. I guess I have to make the conscious choice to improve in other areas, too.  |