When I was learning more about the records with Chris he came up with a root of a phobia for me. It was a few months after I sorted that phobia out but it really hit the nail on the head, because I had tried to do a regression by myself (to not avail). I only got to that part where I knew I just hated birds, I feared them, I feared they would eat me/peck at my body and most of all that I was powerless in retaliating against the damn things. Turns out, according to Chris I had a life where I was eaten by birds whilst not quite dead yet (on a cross)(hope you're not eating as you read this). It was like the last straw to have closure
. Now I go out on my deck even if big ugly currawongs are sitting there
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My two cents...in case anyone is curious about their own problems that find no explanation in this life time.