Your story nearly made me cry... Bless your soul! Life on earth is really tough... This is not even normal although we are conditioned to believe that it is. There is a huge drive within me to help bridge more light into this world. This story amplified the emotion. Now I am getting really pumped up to realign with my HS/Oversoul and get started! Oh my gosh... So sad, but uplifting due to your courage.