aw I really liked this blog steve
When I was a teenager I had a bizarre series of dreams , they lasted a couple of years and I always went to the same place and met the same beings/people
There seemed to be a distinct partnership with one, there was no perfect or mr right about it per say, though it felt perfect. though I had sex with everyone in my dream (dont judge I was 15, and I wont lie I LUV SECKS DREAMZ lulz) or there was at leas loving, an intimate connection
It was almost like layering circles and the outer realtionships changing more so , but because there was a circulation I was able to give more to the one I was mainly connected to, and the love was undying, without fear, unconditional and limitless loyality. I know it sounds barking mad and it probably is
But it felt very real, still muchly as vivid as memorys of day to day life
and perhaps it was my subconcious putting my desires on a big LCD placard or spirit guides or whatever
my gut is giving a thumbs up to this idea, though I have never managed to master the system or atract people who feel the same, but im still a sapling
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