Hi guys, im an alcohilic and have been pretty much drinking to excess most nights for over half of my life.. Im 33 years old and started drinking around 17 on and off. then when i hit 18 which is the legal age to drink here in australia i started to get slowly and progressively worse throughout my adult life. # Failed relationships due to drinking WAY too much, the most recent breakup being 3 weeks ago which is hurting me to the core right now as she has met someone and moved on and i feel stuck going around in the same circles as i have done all my life so far.
Over the last 8 years or so there has hardly been an evening
that i havent drunken myself into a stupour and just flopping into bed and falling asleep... hardly any wonder
why my relationships havent lasted.
I am heading to an AA meeting tonight and will be trying to start on the path to recovery and maybe find out who I am after all these years and start to live again!
This is my honest and frank story and you guys have been a wonderful source of inspiration for me thus far and i look forward to keeping up with this topic

Thankyou