If I thought I had been sealed, and actually said it, would that mean that I will perhaps seal my own energy? Would I be creating through the Law?
So instead of saying that, This is the problem, the moment I gather enough energy in my system to start floating,
My lungs have taken (and I don't know if it is me or something else, but It never happened before I met that man I told you about)
a really sharp in-breath, and the energy seems to vanish, thus I am back to square one, and start all over again.
do you think that I have a seal in place?
Plus when I went on a spiritual awareness workshop with a teacher who actually taught the other guy I told you about, he said - after a meditation, in which I became very nauseous and threw up ' Oh yes, A lot has been done to you'
I didn't ask him what - I should have, but was just too tired and sick to care at that point.
And Yes If I have a seal in place, then I would like it removed, and I know how caring you are, and that you would help me, if you could.
And, for the benefit of you, and for the re-assurance of everyone on this forum - After personally knowing of some extremely sadistic and nasty types, that you are not one of them, in fact you are a really lovely, sensitive person, and a nice friend to have
I would also like to add that- even if this seems out of context, - you know how everyone admires the doctors and nurses, for saving the lives of newborn babies, and how everyone praises God for their knowledge - Guess where that knowledge comes from? It comes from the Nazis in the concentration camps!!!, from their experimentation on poor pregnant Jewish women, during the second world war! so even though I do not condone this experimentation, I say that Good can always come out of Bad. Especially if you have a good heart, and good intentions.
I say this from experience, to all who may need it, when you look at things - try to look at the whole, and not the small little bit, perhaps then you will get a better picture, and try to look with an open heart and an open mind. Hard to do in our world, but trying to will lead to a better understanding and eventually enlightenment!