do some reading. "the power of now" would be a good start if you haven't read it. it explains how we become victims of our thoughts instead of just being in this very moment. then read "joy" from osho. you will have two great books to stick to whenever it gets tough.
continue your personal growth and the joy will come from within, future is just an excuse for not being happy right now. you also have a choice to feel whatever you want to feel. your current feelings are mostly conditioned, you don't have to feel this way if you don't want. so what if life looks pointless right now! only you can give it a meaning, find a meaning! obviously, the socially accepted set of values doesn't work for you. good! you want more! and there is more!
personal development can't really bring you down. the more you expand your awareness, the more you will feel good and happy, not because somebody loves you but because you are love and you can feel love for everything and everybody around you. you won't beg for happiness, it will come from within.
feel inspired by steve and others, you have all the resources to get there...
Last edited by blueprint; 11-12-2006 at 09:22 PM.
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