Originally Posted by Johnnymc
I'm glad to see that I'm not the only one who feels this shift.
for the past several weeks, i have totally lacked the motivation or the self-confidence to excel at my job. I was doing just enough to "get by", now I'm doing even less. It's not the job, its me. This is a pattern that I find myself in all of the time. Start something new (job, relationship), start off very strong and engaged in it and then slowly lose interest. Surely it can't be that I've just happened upon all of these boring activities and women by chance and I happen to get bored with all of them after a while? That was sarcastic, I know its me and not the jobs or the women. The key is trying to find out what the heck is going on with me. Is it fear of failure, fear of closeness, fear of success, fear of happiness? Part of me enjoys holding on to whatever it is that is going on with me..I can also use it as a way to gain sympathy from those that are close to me by portraying myself as the victim.
Lack of motivation is from the intense energies we're feeling these days. I know I feel this too, sort of just wanting to not do anything. As we go through these energies the changes are so numerous on so many different levels, that some part of us just KNOWS it's time to pull back and just take it easy. Unfortunately that also translates into not wanting to do our regular jobs anymore, or even not wanting to bother with relationships, or if you're already in one, just letting it slide by and maybe even just letting it go.
So everything you're feeling, is very normal for this particular time in 2011. Another thing, which just came to me is, wanting to excel in our jobs, and also wanting or needing to have a relationship all the time wth the opposite sex... is a limiting belief we have to let go of. We're constantly trained to want more and push and push, and go and go, and now, we asked to be BE. And this BEING is not really a part of our old 3D mindset's, it's more multi-dimensional thinking.
So we're moving in the right direction, we're just getting loads of weirdness because our old 3D ways are no longer working.
The thing to do, is just follow your feelings (intuitions), and do what brings you the most joy. Now's the time to focus on what brings us joy and then just do it. I know that sounds too simple, but if you made a list or 10 things that bring you intense joy and then did them.... you will find some peace and happiness.