Thanks to ALL of you involved in this discussion...I"m confused on polarization as well. I don't really get it; it seems limiting. And I think it's strange that everyone talks about darkworkers in very negative terms, but tiptoe around calling them "evil." I am sure you don't consider yourself evil, and Im' sure you're not, but...I don't get it. If I had to choose between living a fear-based or a love-based life, isn't the choice obvious? Isn't it obvious that living a fear-based life is not transporting you to higher levels of consciousness? Isn't that, in some way, the definition of fear, that it's debilitating?
I was very interested in this at first, but I think it's ABSOLUTELY SILLY to reduce awareness to a mathematical problem. How can you do that? Like energy is measurable? I don't know... It seems too simplistic to me, and very, very limiting. I don't want my search for higher lvels of consciousness to be limiting. It makes me anxious just thinking about it, like when I was a wee Catholic and I committed a sin. I don't get it.
I'm not saying there's anything wrong with you, but I have to agree with Natsu...and I'm glad that someone else has the same feelings about it as I do.
If someone could point to a real, great "darkworker" that had reached higher levels of consciousness without being evil and without committing suicide, could you please do so? Everyone seems to have a hard problem with this one, which leads me to believe it's faulty by definition.
Thanks! And you all rock.