Well, sure I'm going a little too ahead... because I've never had a girlfriend. But anyway, sometimes I've thought of the use of having children.
Many people like to have children to guide them, may I say design them, protect them, lead them to a certain life like if you were a boss or so.
I, as a person, don't feel I should have the right to do that. To have such an influence in a person.
Probably if I get married I would change my mind, I know...
And most of the people with children say that being fathers/mothers is the best thing that they ever have done.
But I don't feel I would like that responsability, I don't feel I'm worth of it.
Imagine my 4 years old child asking me: Who is God? Who is that Mr. Bush? What are those dogs making
?
But, what do I have to answer to that... my opinions?... then I'm turning the child into another me or so... I don't like that manipulating... maybe I would say... "think for yourself...".
I think I would be considered as a very bad father then.
I would have to say the... things people use to say to children... that they will see in the future that are lies.
Maybe If I would marry I would change my mind... that happens all the time. But I wanted to share this with you.
PD and children.