Len Walker is on this forum.
I also gave you a link to her website, so you can contact her on there too.
Send her a PM today if you can and describe to her your situation right now. I really think there's some spirits there who have not move on yet AND perhaps some elementals too.
I also apologize for giving you so much information, but take it a bite at a time. It was quite overwhelming for me too when I began, but it got easier real fast! Good luck man!
I ask Archangel Raphael to send healing energies to fire Horse' horse! Thank you!
Love and live light,
Veloci