Originally Posted by LostMyMap
So it seems that the amount of time this has been happening roughly correlates to the time since you've been hooked up with the new bf? Even though that sounds like it's going really well, a new relationship eventually causes old yuck to surface. I'm totally guessing here, but what do you think about that?
Tons of yuck. Ex boyfriend yuck too, so yes, I agree with that assessment.
This morning it was like watching a film spool out where things started okay, then we see what's going on that the main characters didn't know, then the violent murders start so the villains (pillars of society, naturally) can hide their nefarious deeds. It wasn't even original!
As far as the ex bf stuff goes, I feel guilty even dreaming about them. Sometimes I'm just talking to them, or even ignoring them passive-aggressively. When I dream about the man I'm with now, those dreams flow smoothly and I wake up feeling like we've talked all night.
He has those dreams too, so maybe we are communicating on another plane. I like to think so. These other dreams though... when I wake up, I feel afraid all day.