[TraceGhost]

Hello everyone:
I love this forum and Erin, she made the most brilliant comment that instantly adjusted my life long omnivore diet to reflect my developing ethically balanced lifestyle.

My question is, for a long time I've wanted to schedule a reading with Erin, but I have an issue with learning my future. There is something in particular that I really want to pursue, but I've always been exceptionally influenced by what other people have said to me. I'm afraid if I have a reading with Erin, and it goes against what I want, then I will be so discouraged that I will give up.

For example, say I wanted to be a lawyer. I got through law school, but I attempted to pass the bar twice with no luck. I have a reading with Erin who says that she doesn't see me passing the bar. In the grand scheme of things, everyone has free will, and the future can always change. However, knowing me and what I want, I would be destroyed if Erin told me she didn't see me passing the bar. I'm afraid knowing my future would leave me so heartbroken that I would stop studying, even though, technically, my future is what I make it and I have the power to change it.

Like I stated before, I really want a reading with Erin, I'm just afraid I would hear something that would discourage me from pursuing my dreams. Any ideas on how to deal with this so I can finally make an appointment with Erin? I would love to hear any success stories, I love reading the testimonials, but I've yet to see a case similar to mine.

Thanks in advance,
Traci