Hi ChrisL,
For me, I have noticed recently that I have made some sort of breakthrough with being able to feel compassion towards myself, and to also stop and reflect on the progress I have made with dismantling the dynamics of emotional blackmail and have truly come a long way since I decided to start working towards greater levels of self-respect by learning to stand up for myself and work at being more assertive, though I sometimes fall back into old ways and slip, I also know that it happens, and the triumphs have become more common than the "failures".
I've been able to really feel a sense of pride and elation, and power for having reached this point in my life where, I feel, I have really improved and attained the goals I set for myself, which were more of an inner transformational nature, as opposed to external goals.
New opportunities have been embraced, and I have been feeling hope for changing my current situation of employment with something far more beneficial and pleasing to me, as well as receiving encouragement recently from MasterRishi, after he read my records in the Akashic library, so that I now feel more confident to go out and start to give readings for free to start with and then can build a business up from that incorporating my gifts.
As well as all this good stuff, I have also experienced plunges into despair and desolation, but have been better able to channel it through art than before, and seem to be able to also pick myself up with more ease than I used to in the past.
So yeah...all in all, lots is happening.
Thankyou for the last post you gave with your tips and advice.
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