Originally Posted by Midnite
I personally felt something happening with me over the past few months, however nothing as rapid as what I experienced over the past few weeks. I have literally gone from completely lost to grasping as much God potential as humanly possible and developing skills and abilities I didn't even think possible.
I have had an array of powerful guides present themselves to me. One who is not even linked to Earth, or our dimension, and somehow felt the need to hang around for a while.
I have been through so much emotional and spiritual turbulence that my entire life has turned into one giant rollercoaster. It's kind of like starting the ride and the chain is yanking up to the top. Then all of a sudden you drop down so hard and so fast, turn around, fly back up again, do a few loops, and finished! Still trying to recover from what's been going on.
The lows have been very low. I remember multiple occasions where I wanted to end my life. The highs have been very high. I remember a period where I believe I reached a state of enlightenment for a few days on end. It's like I'm a different person every single day I decide to go to bed at night.
I have experienced a powerful shift. However I feel the 'real' shift is yet to begin...
The way you put it is very close to what I'm going through too. It's been an amazing rollercoaster ride in the past few months. I keep asking myself if I can take 8 more months of this...lol... as 2011 continues. I do hope we get a break soon....it's been so intense, without the angels helping me I think i would have ended my life... as you said. The amount of clearing I'm doing in the dream state is amazing... and my sleep patterns are all over the place, but I do realize ascension symtoms are just that.... you have to hang in there!
Thanks for your great post!