[KittyG]

(((((Niki)))))
Those are hugs, where I come from. .
After smoking several bowls a day for 7 years, with help, I quit.
When I was high, I'd become distanced and disconnected and anti-social (like someone else said),I let people abuse me and I abused people.
I have 6 months sober.
It is so trippy to be feeling feelings, again.
And not always fun.
But my natural highs are so much better than any thing induced.

I believe one is either aggressively growing forward or they start to die. I feel intoxicating your inner child and inner holy spirit (if you've invited God into your life) is killing yourself-slowly.
It doesn't take any courage to commit suicide.

Maybe some of you can smoke "every once in a while." That's great. Not me. I am truely an addict. One hit is too much and a thousand is never enough.

I believe God does not want me spending my life getting high to get through it.

A grateful heart does not get high. I heard somebody say this and truely believe it.

That's my experience.