Originally Posted by Midwinter Mist
I was waking up in my dream, unaware it was a dream. Then, I felt my dream body paralyzing, immediately feeling fuzzy and heavy, and I wondered if by accident I was astral projecting for the first time. However, I was struggling to breathe. I didn't feel good, and I considered the possibility that I was being violated by this throbbing, negative energy. It seemed ridiculous, but what would evil care?
I started to call upon angels and imagine white light, but it wasn't helping. I managed to clap my hands and snap out of all of it, but dream-tiredness dragged me back down into it, my eyes closing to the darkness, the weight holding me down.
This totally happened to me last night. I wasn't sleeping, I was meditating, then slipped into this dream like state wherein I woke up into a dream, something of the sort anyway. I went (in the dream or whatever) to lay down and began hearing voices talking loudly, then this force was upon me, holding me down, couldn't breathe, couldn't talk or anything, and I was cool with it, then suddenly wanted to break away, and managed.... but it get's fuzzy, then a bunch of other random dream like stuff happened. It tripped me out to "dream" of falling asleep.... or meditate about meditating... I finally came back to myself and "woke up" astounded that I was back in my room and not in that place where I was.... It seemed.... unnatural to say the least.