Hello. I read your post here and was very concerned. I know how you feel. I was once in this frame of mind myself a while back.... I had no one to talk to about it at the time without people looking at u funny. First thing I would say is to trust GOD. Put your faith in GOD. Doesn't matter what religion; you have to find the path that was meant for you. When you turn to GOD, u are assured.... nothing can harm you. It is good to be aware somewhat too though... That is one of the reasons why GOD tells us to trust him and not get involved of some of these things that are not of this world. I would love to share more info with you about these things because... I want to share with anyone what I have learned and seen over the years and because of the things I have exp..... I make a point to stay close to GOD.... God is the only way you can be assured to be protected from such things...
I will tell you this and I am sure you have learned this already if you are reading and researching on these things....
There are things.... that are not of this world... that are around us constantly... waiting for a door.. just one door to open.. any little way they can get in..... they will.... There is fine line between this world and the world they are in... That portal..... Let me just say this..... you have to calm down or you are going to make yourself even more nervous.... no sleep; these are ways the enemy will come in and try to weaken you.... your mind will start to play tricks on you and then you are wondering if it really happened or did something else make it happen.... then, u will start to doubt yourself.... you will then be as though u look at everyone and wonder if they are the enemy.....
I could share so much info with you but, I am not sure if you want to really hear it and I don't want to offend anyone here...
I love GOD and serve GOD only. I also have certain qualities that most people don't expect or see... I have learned alot in my years.... and exp. things and seen things.... and because of it... it has pushed me to want to stay close to GOD. It scared me too.... If you want to read something good,... read the book called THE Secret. It is very true and a proven fact.
Bottom line is.... stop being scared... Trust GOD, do things that you enjoy to get your mind off this.... hobbies... meet with friends and get out... think positive.... when u do.. I promise you,... u will see a big change... You deserve to be happy and YOU ARE strong inside.... You just have to see it... You are not weak.... that is what the evil/enemy wants you to believe and accept... You are not weak.... You are strong and when start believing this yourself.... you will see a change.... U will fell better, stronger... and you will not be worried about what is going to happen when you fall asleep....
If you need to talk,... or even a friend,.... I am there for you. No, I don't know you... but... my heart goes out to you. I know what you are going through....
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Originally Posted by Proxy  Ok, you can all call me a chicken/*****/*insert adjective that describes non-bravery here*, or anything you like, but the stuff I'm learning from different sources regarding the esoteric and the occult is scaring me to death! 
I know that OBEs/Astral travel or however you wanna call it is real - I've had a few experiences, even though they were extremely short and I snapped to my body almost immediately.
I've read books on OBEs and the two books I've read didn't mention Demons or any evil entities at all! None of the people in those books had any contact with negative entities at all.
But then I started reading another book, and at the same time started reading Erin's blog and the picture these out of body explorers paint is very different - it's sort of like a war going on between evil and good on the astral plane... it's like demons/incubuses/whatever are in abundance out there and they've got a thing for people with a low vibrational frequency..
I've never had any demons attacking me in my life and they aren't attacking me now either (how do you know anyway?), but I'm scared to death they are going to attack me in the future.... (I've never actually seen a demon or been attacked, I'm just afraid of the possibility of an attack)
Well, the theory doesn't really matter anyway.... the only thing I'd really love is for you people to tell me something that could calm me down.... I'm a nervous person with a low energy frequency anyhow.... and now DEMONS could posess me while I'm sleeping or attack me or something scary like that (I don't even dare try OBEs now, the only thing I'm petrified of is the entities attacking me in my sleep) - and the fact that demons could attack me because I'm in a low energy frequency JUST LOWERS MY FREQUENCY EVEN MORE, BECAUSE I'M SCARED TO DEATH THINKING ABOUT IT!!! SO THE MORE I'M AFRAID THE MORE I'M ATTRACTING DEMONS, WHICH IN TURN MAKES ME MORE AFRAID!!
How the hell can I be sure a demon won't posess me? How the hell can I know something won't attack me while I'm sleeping?
But why would they attack me anyway? There are lots of people with low energy frequencies... why don't they go after them!
OMG I don't want to do those freaky prayers and light visualisations and call for Jesus or Buddha's help before I go to bed..... what if that attracts them even more, plus I don't really have the time to do that stuff....lol... I mean... I've never had to do any of these things in the past and nobody ever attacked me....
Help... I didn't sleep at all last night thinking about this stuff  |