Old soul, alot of people who tries to look good dosnt feel good inside, beside, she dosn't feel all that good inside since some time... I don't think its that.
Shamou, I alerdy realised im the one with the problem, im sorry if I wasn't clear in my first post :/. And your post does make alot of sense, but somehow I dont know, it feels wrong to me. :/
Its not that im afraid someone would take her from me, and I dont realy get the "command more attention" part
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Perhaps its just that I despise (is that the right word?) beauty as a value, seeing as how alot of people suffers because of it? And seeing my loved one "supporting" it makes me feel bad? (And Its not that I have a complex because im ugly, as I find myself ok)
But thanks alot of the reply, its definitivly something I have to give alot of thought to it.
