 wisdom in the darkness?
After many years of traditional medications, two hospitalizations and various therapies for my pitiful state, I gave up. I hadn't a clue what was wrong with me and apparently, neither did anyone else. I was so confused and in the depths of despair and could do nothing to change it. The emotional and physical pain was unbearable.
The only way I was able to bear it was that, 'I reasoned if my mind got me into this mess, then it could bloody well get me out of it'. I faced my fears and all the terrible feelings associated with it. During these horrific periods of blackness I cultivated what I term as 'home-grown wisdom'. Knowledge and insights that I believe I would not have gained otherwise.
I was wondering if anyone else has experienced this? |